Being gender fluid and protecting myself.

[Mikka55]

Yeah .....I tend to over think alot of the times,  I know I should just take it easy.  Relax and enjoy the moment. 

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[Drexy/Drex]

I recently  began to refer to myself as "me"  i dont see myself as either  male or female a blend perhaps

[flytrap]

Its really HARD living as 2 genders

This is actually one of the first things to that caused my psychologist to suspect my Primary alter had multiple personalities. Movies like "Mrs. Doubfire" and "Toostie" show the confusion and effort it takes for a person to be two genders. But it's natural and comes easily for a person with dissociative identity disorder.

[Mikka55]

A bit off topic,  I guess growing up I was always told to act and be a certain way,  and I guess I was trying to please everyone  I lost who I truly was.

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[flytrap]

Not so different that the way my dissociative brain handles things. Rather than losing who I am, my mind preserved it in the six alters of my System and allowed itself to express the memories and feelings as another person.

[Drexy/Drex]

A bit off topic,  I guess growing up I was always told to act and be a certain way,  and I guess I was trying to please everyone  I lost who I truly was.

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Yes I understand  ....i buried  and lost myself as well to fit in I was not strong enough  to break  the mold
and now I am advanceed in age... I have just  scratched  the surface  and found there is an iceberg  beneath
I can't  truly confront  it  as the  enormity  of what I have done to my self is  too much
You are young  don't  waste your time  make good on who you want to be

[Mikka55]

You are young  don't  waste your time  make good on who you want to be

Thanks Markie



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