Hi everyone,
tommorrow is valentines day and I am a little sad when I see all the cis girls my age having cute boyfriends while I am even too self conscious to leave the house.
I look androgynous at best, am not beautiful or pretty. Decent at most.
Am I not trying hard enough to find a boyfriend? Am I overcritical about myself?
Each time I meet a guy I like I'm thinking to myself that there are tons of girls out there who probably like him as much as I do. Why would he choose a trans girl who looks androgynous at best over a cis girl who looks super feminine, way cuter than I and who has a womb?
I'm pre-op which decreases my chances to find a guy for a long term relationship significantly.
My personality traits are : Sensitive. Nurturing. Love driven instead of sex driven. Fragile ( I really really need warmth and protection.
Where did you find love as a trans person? I would love to hear hope giving stories from people who found love after struggles.
Tommorrow it's valentines day and I could cry and roll up in a ball that no one will think about me
Could use some encouragement.