So after a year (almost exactly) of trying to figure it out and fight with the insurance (which turned out to be a waste of time since we're paying out of pocket anyeay) I'm finally having top surgery!
I'm so excited, I've been waiting for this for years. But I'm also terrified and I can't pin point why exactly. I'm less than 2 weeks out and each day my anxiety gets worse. I've had surgeries before, but the longest I've been under was a little over an hour when I got my tonsils removed. I think some of it is the stress of getting everything together and getting ahead in school since I'm missing a week of classes. But there is a part of me that is freaking out about the surgery itself.
I just can't figure out what's worrying me so much. Dr. Greenwald has been nothing but amazing everyone that I've seen him; as has his office staff. I go in for my pre-op this Thursday (2/23) so maybe that'll help me calm dowm some. But does anyone have any advice for maybe how to go into this less anxious or anything? I don't really know what to do but I don't want to keep freaking out til the day of.