Wow the paralles! I had laser today. 6th and last for my face, there is just no dark hair anymore and the electrolysis to get the whites will get the rest. Didn't hurt at all and the redness was gone by the time I got to to the car. Today was the second full bikini treatment in preparation for my surgery. Also didn't hurt but I suspect it's because there is not the mega concentration of hair there that is on the face. I did cry when she did the bikini, couldn't help myself and couldn't stop. It was like that the first time too. She was so nice about it though and was very patient with me. I don't like the penis being touched never have. I think that I was 21 or 22 the last time a guy touched it, 25 years ago. I bawled my eyes out when I got to my car.
Probably not the same reason you were crying. My guess would be that just talking about it was emotionally overwhelming for you.
I don't tell my story or explain myself, I don't have to everyone knows that is important. When I have talked about myself to a therapist or a boyfriend, I have always had that reaction. Something about saying out loud. Even to my older brother who has always known and accepted that I was gay but didn't understand why I would want to transition. I cried and cried. Cried until he reminded me the last time he held me like that was when my first boyfriend broke my heart, that he still worked for the same gas station in West Verginia as a tow truck driver now, that he weighed three times as much now, is married with a daughter and asked about me every time my brother sees him. Should I give him your number? Is there a rule or law that says that older brothers must be insufferable?
It takes it out of you as much getting beaten up really bad in my experience. Maybe one day it will just cause us to smile.
Hugs
