Hi folks,
I haven't been to active the last couple days. I woke the other morning with my back hurting probably due to working out some aggression with a large knife on the English ivy, morning glories and black berry plants that took over the chain link fence in the back of my apartment and was attacking the iris', daffodils glads and roses we planted there.
Anyway I woke up hurting so I took one of my prescription muscle relaxers. They kinda kick my butt and I sleep a lot when I take them. I do get up for short breaks but I spend more time in bed sleeping. Last night I took another after waking again hurting. I think it's pretty much done now. Anyway that's why you haven't heard much from me recently.
In the last week or so Kaiser has been wanting to do different tests on my sister since she was diagnosed with a kidney infection and given antibiotics a ct scan and released. Since then they wanted an ultrasound of her kidneys, next (yesterday) another ct scan with contrast, and today they called to schedule a biopsy. They are still trying to figure out what it is they saw on the initial ct scan. It is scheduled for the 20th. I had hoped to at least be in Missouri by then. I still might, she does have a son with a vehicle that I'm sure could take her. My problem is I'm afraid of what they are going to find. We do have a family history of cancer. With my mom, another sister and an aunt having died from it not to mention my own fights with kidney cancer.
If I leave, my youngest sister will probably come visit (since I will be gone) so Karen won't be alone having my sister Franki and her son and his wife here for her. My youngest sister won't visit while I am here but that another story.
So I'm a bit torn about what to do. I've been wanting to make this trip to Maine for several years and the chance to meet so many of you on the way is just icing on the cake. I am sorely tempted to go yet I feel I should be here for her too. I'm not sure what I'm going to do atm.
Okay now for the important business..... Sara! Oh Sara! Are you here Sara? I got cookies for you...
Have you been a good girl? Or do I eat them all by myself?
There's even more for later...
Hugs,
Laurie