Hi again folks,
Here I am just returned from the best road trip of my life thanks to all of you who had a part in it. I'm feel good , upbeat and ready to take on the world talking about trying to continue on as Laurie full time. I'm taking out the trash, checking mail, and walking around in my apartment and all is well with the world.
Then I went to the store to do a little grocery shopping. I immediately noticed several other shoppers clock me and whispering to the others they were with, who in turn tried to sneak looks at me themselves. Not just one or two but 3 or 4 groups Gosh I wouldn't have been surprised to see little children running off screaming to their mothers except there weren't any that I saw. All the way across country and back, at gas stations, restaurants, in stores on trains and not once did I see this occur and in one grocery store I caused not one or two but at least 3 and maybe 4 such commotions. Had this happened before going on the road trip I do not think I would have traveled as Laurie and may not have even met everyone as myself. Had it happened before it would have ruined my resolve to at least start out as Laurie and meet Jane and Randy as I did. I am pretty sure of it.
But it did not happen before my trip and because of that I came home better prepared to not let it bother me too much. I cannot say it didn't bother me because it did. But it wasn't enough to stop shopping and flee from the store. I checked out with a young man who was polite and professional pleasantly inquiring if I had found what I wanted and other politeness'. So I bagged my purchased and left without further instances.
yup I'm home again *sigh*
Hugs,
Laurie