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My FFS journey , from Dr cardenas, to Dr zukowski

Started by lovelessheart, March 25, 2017, 11:55:25 AM

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lovelessheart

Update :::

So this morning I went and ate breakfast which is included in your cost at staybridge.. it was actually pretty good . I did speak to the front desk person about the wifi.. apparently the person didn't know what he was talking about. He tried to feed me some BS about wifi only working for labtops and tablets and that their WiFi doesn't work on phones. Silly wabbit . I did ask another representative a few hours later and just reset the wifi and Wala! It worked. I'm connected . I went and met Cole today for my consult. Paid my final balance and well as signed a bunch of papers. He took photos of me..it was the funniest thing! I kept laughing when he told me to try to stay still, my nerves heard him and then it became harder for me to stay still . Cole is very nice...actually everyone is very nice and I felt very welcome. The lobby is very beautiful !! Now if you do come, use Uber for your travels all over the place, it's way cheaper than Nadia. I'll only use her again when it's time for me to leave. I paid like 16 dollars for round trip to Dr z center as opposed to 45.

In preparation for surgery, I had to wash my body and my hair with antibacteria soap . Now it's a waiting game. I have to be at the center at 5:20 a.m for surgery. Wish me luck !!!

See ya on the other side !!! 💗💗💗
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reborn

Good luck honey,
I wish you a successful surgery. I will be following your progress

xxxx
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lovelessheart

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lovelessheart

Update: the day of surgery I was driven there by my Uber. There awaited a few of Dr z staff. They are all so nice! Seriously. Dr z came in greeted me and we talked briefly..maybe 30 minutes later I was on the operating table..and then boom..I woke up. Now for as the pain... I don't remember.. I just remember my throat hurting...like I had throat surgery lol . My boobs I didn't really get that "elephant sitting on the chest tight" feeling..I actually asked one of the nurses did he forget to do my boob job lol .. she said no and that I was wrapped up tightly..  so I layed in the recovery room for a few hours. I may have been 6pm when the nurse took me back to the hotel room . I don't remember much of this to be honest.. however I was completely aware at the same time.. strange. I actually started eating the first day of post surgery..and I was walking a little bit. My pain levels were in my neck area the most. My chest felt tight... But nothing unbarable. Now I won't go in severe details on my daily activity unless you ask me about it I'll answer it . I will say the hotel is a 10 our of 10. Dr z caregiving staff is are so amazing..HOWEVER I will be honest and say melanie (I think I spelt her name correctly)  rubbed me the wrong way a few times as she liked about quite a few things. She would say she was going to be at the hotel soon or no more than 15 minutes..but 5 hours would go by.. seriously it happened more than once. She stated that she was going to be attentive I've I text her ..nope. she said that she would bring me some nasal spray.. I'm still waiting on that since two days ago .. lol! And I'm leaving today ! I haven't heard from her or tried reaching out because I got tired of the lies honestly. That's my only complaint about the whole thing. I would not get her personally if I got caregiver service again . I'd request Julia..she is soooooo sweet.. and she got up Everytime I got up. Melania ..stayed sleep while I got up ..I honestly couldn't have done it alone if push came to shove...

Dr. ZSnatched my soul when he pulled the drain out of my neck or where it came from .. I didn't really care I just wanted it out.

I'm still very swollen..however I will say DR z as of now, is absolutely amazing..he is amazing amazing and the best Dr in the whole wide world... I can tell I'm gonna look absolutely amazing...my Jay and Chin is so different!  Very soft even with swelling very feminine. Forehead... Very round and smooth..I hope it stays like this.. I don't think I have much swelling there, but you never know. Lips are still very swollen ..

Nose: I thought id touch on this alone.

Now because there were speculate that Dr z give pig noses...i can  give my honest input AT THIS  TIMe which I quite early. I had rhinoplasty before and I didn't like my nose or bridge.. it was dented on the sides... Dr z gave me a brand new nose.. is absolutely beautiful.. the softness..and the transition it has to my forehead.

IT does look piggish right now. But this will change as time does on it won't look pigish. I'm swollen. My.last rhinoplasties were like that as well .

Now if you have more questions I'll answer them..I'm tired of typing loll ..

I'll update in a few days about my results.
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jentay1367

Okay.... did you get your adorable playing cards from the lovely, Julia? She's so attentive and sweet.....It felt like having a Mom there.
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lovelessheart

Quote from: jentay1367 on July 02, 2017, 01:59:52 PM
Okay.... did you get your adorable playing cards from the lovely, Julia? She's so attentive and sweet.....It felt like having a Mom there.

No I didn't get playing cards at all but she is so sweet..I wanted to take her with me !!
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jentay1367

Oh well.....do your massages and put on your face diaper....lol
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Maybebaby56

Hi Loveless,

I am glad you survived, and that you are pleased with your results so far!  I liked Milena, but she was only there the first night. 

Yes - the drain removal.  I am so glad I didn't know it was about to happen.  Dr. Z just put his hand on top if my head, grabbed the tube with the other - and pulled.  Yowza.  I was so shocked that it took a second for the pain to hit.  But he was right.  It's like taking off a bandaid.  Better to rip it off and get it over with.

Lisa, your new Avatar looks great! 

Blessings to all,

Terri
"How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives" - Annie Dillard
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jentay1367

Thanks Terri,
     Still really swollen and numb.....but I thought what the heck!  Yeah....between the cath and the brain drain, I was done...lol
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lovelessheart

Update :

Recovery is...ROUGH

And you would think I'd know this after my previous surgeries.. but I feel this was the biggest surgery overall...bigger than srs

I'm still very swollen but swelling has reduced tremendously. Not enough to go out without thinking someone beat me up, but still . I still have specs of blood on my eyes . The most irritating thing at this point is my nose and boobs.

My nose feels stuffed, full of scabs.. even after putting ointment on it .. it still feels of scabs. My lip lift incision itches as well as my nose .

My boobs hurt only when I wake up in the morning..as if the skin is being stretch because of the position I sleep in .which it's accurate and normal.

I'm still wearing my head garment and doing my massages . Which Dr recommends me do them.HARDER . If I didn't think I was already doing it hard enough lol .

I'm only looking better and better.

Dr z truly has magic in his touch. I still have a long way to go with healing..and by all means this isn't my final review, however the way he changed my face is amazing to me. I went under the knife with wish pics (that I never got the chance to show him) but I wasn't expecting the wish pics anyway just wanted to give him a general idea. I didn't know really how I wanted things to turn out as I was already quite feminine . ( The nurses there thought I was cis and was going to give me a pregnancy test lol! ) He did an amazing job. I'll be forever grateful as I can see the difference in everything he touched which was my main goal .

Ps.. for those that have been through this.. I still have a hard time really opening my mouth ..how long did this go on for you ??? Also..the desolvable stitches are annoying..and I feel like there trying to make there way out... How did u handle this? Thanks ? Ohh and any suggestion on the nose would be helpful too
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lovelessheart



Fortunately. Dr zukowski blessed me with my first botched free surgery. I'm so grateful for what he has done for me and the changes. I went in the operating with an open mind and REALISTIC expectations and I feel like got more than what I wanted. Dr z really cares about his patients in my experience. He is an artist .. even tho I feel like he's magic. He's not . I'm still early on in my healing, so I'll leave a final review in a few months . But things only are getting better.
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jentay1367

Quote from: lovelessheart on July 11, 2017, 08:10:02 AM
Update :

Recovery is...ROUGH

And you would think I'd know this after my previous surgeries.. but I feel this was the biggest surgery overall...bigger than srs

I'm still very swollen but swelling has reduced tremendously. Not enough to go out without thinking someone beat me up, but still . I still have specs of blood on my eyes . The most irritating thing at this point is my nose and boobs.

My nose feels stuffed, full of scabs.. even after putting ointment on it .. it still feels of scabs. My lip lift incision itches as well as my nose .

My boobs hurt only when I wake up in the morning..as if the skin is being stretch because of the position I sleep in .which it's accurate and normal.

I'm still wearing my head garment and doing my massages . Which Dr recommends me do them.HARDER . If I didn't think I was already doing it hard enough lol .

I'm only looking better and better.

Dr z truly has magic in his touch. I still have a long way to go with healing..and by all means this isn't my final review, however the way he changed my face is amazing to me. I went under the knife with wish pics (that I never got the chance to show him) but I wasn't expecting the wish pics anyway just wanted to give him a general idea. I didn't know really how I wanted things to turn out as I was already quite feminine . ( The nurses there thought I was cis and was going to give me a pregnancy test lol! ) He did an amazing job. I'll be forever grateful as I can see the difference in everything he touched which was my main goal .

Ps.. for those that have been through this.. I still have a hard time really opening my mouth ..how long did this go on for you ??? Also..the desolvable stitches are annoying..and I feel like there trying to make there way out... How did u handle this? Thanks ? Ohh and any suggestion on the nose would be helpful too


Hey Hon....you know how far I am ahead of you  on the surgery and I will tell you I experienced all you did. It took 6 weeks to be able to open my mouth completely. It all takes time but just gets better and better. You got hit by a truck :o  It takes time to heal. Get a Neti pot and use it on your nose. What feels like scabs are actually sutures...don't pull on them!  My nose is just starting to feel better. Patience is going to be a virtue here.
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Cindy

Locked for clean up.

I have removed several argumentative posts and responses to them. Two people are also now serving bans for either surgeon bashing or for vexatious behaviour. I will not tolerate either.

Cindy
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lovelessheart

Quote from: jentay1367 on July 11, 2017, 06:12:00 PM

Hey Hon....you know how far I am ahead of you  on the surgery and I will tell you I experienced all you did. It took 6 weeks to be able to open my mouth completely. It all takes time but just gets better and better. You got hit by a truck :o  It takes time to heal. Get a Neti pot and use it on your nose. What feels like scabs are actually sutures...don't pull on them!  My nose is just starting to feel better. Patience is going to be a virtue here.


Omg thank you so much... That's so comforting to know.. I'm like omg my nose is so horrible inside and uncomfortable. It's pretty! But pretty uncomfortable also lol . I was like noooo my mouth I will never be able to eat chicken haha . I'm trying to patiently wait and keep reminding myself i won't heal overnight
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lovelessheart

Quote from: Cindy on July 12, 2017, 03:05:35 AM
Locked for clean up.

I have removed several argumentative posts and responses to them. Two people are also now serving bans for either surgeon bashing or for vexatious behaviour. I will not tolerate either.

Cindy

Thanks for making this my review again !!! 💗
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reborn

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maybeventually

Hey, hope you're doing well! My date with Zukowski is set in September!

How is your recovery going?
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lovelessheart

Hi all!

Decided to give an update. I am about 1 month and 2 weeks post op .

Ill start from top to bottom

forehead- Dr Z shaved and rid the muscle lines that were in my forehead making it completely smooth. (he did tell me that he didnt know if he could make it smooth UPFRONT as some cis women have slight shadowing as well and thats normal) but he did. He RID it. my forehead is completely smoothed out and rounded.

Hair advancement- He brought this down quite a bit. Ill still need hair transplants to feel 100 percent confident about it, but he did do what he could and im forever pleased..BECAUSE it looks better than what it did.

Forehead scar and forehead sensation - my forehead scar is fading. i can cover it up with makeup with no problem . I i cant feel the top of my head yet, but its coming back slowly i can tell. ( ive been through this twice now) it feels like something is on your head, and often if youll check, its like layers coming off that "something"

Nose- Despite what ive read from other about his "piggish nose", i can confirm, at least on my behalf.. that my nose did turn out piggish immediately after surgery. TODAY, it is absolutely flawless. OMG im SOOOOO happy with it. I actually was contemplating on even getting it since ive had it done twice and i didnt want to look weird. IM so hppy i did. he took some ridges down and made it softer as well. I had some nose dents on the side of each nostril that he took away. IM SO PLEASED with this .

nose breathing- I still feel stuffy and my nose still drains, but thats expected . im still early.

upper lip lift- GET IT. if you need it GET IT . it makes a big difference in your appearance and it doesnt make you look long faced. the scar is kinda ugly, honestly, but its getting better and better by the day. I CAN cover it up with makeup however. I expect it to be slightly there in a couple of months.

Mouth- i cant open it wide at all! im sure theres progress of some sort as i can talk better, but i still cant open my mouth wide at this time. which according to the nurse, is normal and will take time .

Chin- may i fall out now???? i...love it... he took my chin implant out. in old pictures you can see my chin kind of protruding out. he brought it in seems and made it smaller. giving me a nice soft v shape. it stills feels numb there.

jaw+jaw body- this looks great too.. i think my jaw wasnt that bad before- so i think the work on the jaw body and the muscles actually is the big difference in my case.

neck tightening+ neck corset- this has gots to be one of the most painful procedures out of everything honestly. My left side is the one that gives me problems.At times it still feels tight and it just hurts. IT looks great though, but it does hurt. Im glad i got it done, and i think every person pursing ffs needs to consider this as it makes your neck look feminine and flows with everything. 

fat grafting- i adore my cheeks, to me their perfect. my lips i loveeeeeeeee omg. this was dramatic. a few weeks ago i was worried that they were going to be to big, but they do go down ladies . the other fat grating areas just kind of blend into the look. i cant really tell much of a difference, but im sure there is .


Breast- i went from a 38 B to a 38 D- perfect size on me. i feel sexay . NOW they do feel heavy for the first few weeks. My biggest request was i did not want them to look stuck on like two balls . He listened and gave me, again what i asked for. They are beautiful . Now they have softened up a lot since ive got them . they hurt when i get up off the bed. i can sleep on my stomach and side,but not to long. i have to alternate between or they start hurting. when i up off the bed, i automatically hold them as it feels like they are about to fall off of me lol.

People reaction that knew my face before - they dont even recognize me (in a good way) i told dr i wanted him to be aggressive and i didn't want to look the same . ( why spend all this money just to look the same?) Ive been called very pretty plenty of times. I went to lunch with a friend who knows me from my past life. I didnt tell her i went for ffs. She noticed my boobs as well as she noticed how different i look. she says that i look amazing and different. Im getting more and more looks from guys. which ive been getting them, but now its like all the time ! i dont know if its my boobs or what!!! lol .

***in conclusion*** . I can only tell you that i am absolutely happy!!!! Im SO happy about my decision to go to dr Z. I have no complaints what so ever about the work that he did to my face . I look passable from all angles. I looked at pictures before and WOW .. im kinda like a new person. I didnt see how much things changed until looking back ...seriously made me say, "and i thought i was cute" lol! Dr Z is truely amazing. I cant thank him enough . He has restored my confidence . I will always love and adore him for that.  :-*


my questions to post op ffs ladies- how long did it take for your mouth to go back to normal?
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lovelessheart

forgot to mention . If you are interested in seeing pictures PM. Im sure i can work something out to where im comfortable enough to not have floating around the net.
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