Ohh woe is me, did anybody of you go to the beach or to a waterpark lately?
My family is going swimming at the local waterpark, and everything's been a mess in my head, we won't go until the next two weeks, I didn't even have a swimsuit recently, so I asked my always trusty mom about it, we went shopping, I told her that I don't feel conftable showing skin, my breasts are beginning to grow and under no condition would I go around topless like those men (*shudders), we found a pretty pink short for me and a white blouse that is small but stretches a lot, she told me that I should also use my training bra under that... So that takes care of the swimsuit (she also promised she would buy me a pretty hat next week).
I want to go but I also fear going there, and while I'm pretty good at hiding my bits and my look doesn't bother me I find myself thinking "what if I need to go to the bathroom?" I will go there with my swimsuit on, but if I need to change when we go home? What to do?
The park got sued last year because they didn't let in a color person, but it the only one in miles so that's where we're going, I think that's making me more nervous...
How would you deal with that? Am I worrying too much?
