Hey Sinclair, We like having you here. You are wanted here. I understand that writing up something because you have something to say, need to say, and then having those second thoughts that it really isn't something you want out there just yet and you take it down. Heck, I'll bet we all have done similar things ourselves. More often for me is saying those things and wishing I hadn't. There are just some subjects I feel so strongly about that if I express them like I want to I can get myself in trouble.
But really don't feel bad about what you are doing. If you are uncomfortable about something you post, take it down. It's you post, your thought, your comfort that is been addressed and you own them girl. You will share what you can when you can.
Hugs,
Jeanette.