I have been going through some really funny emotions lately, laughing, crying like I'm lost. I sometimes I doubt myself. At times I feel that I still don't fit anywhere. I don't feel a bit like I'm a girl yet I have been one for 7 years, but even those seven years feel surreal, then I look in the mirror and I see a woman. At this moment I feel numb, not here nor there. I know that my wonderful silly sense of humor is still in there. I only need to keep digging and I know I'll get there eventually. I also love Cindy and in no way, no how, am I ever letting her go even if I could I could, I cannot, no way. I am who I am, and I am woman.
Cindy