wish i could be as happy as pica & maragirlygirr right now.
i almost picked suicidal, however, being in therapy has helped a great deal. i think the real unhappiness for me right now is that i still have this VERY male body (over weight too, but steadily losing) and hate it.
looking in the mirror is distressing to say the least. i guess these feelings are typical for everyone here, most everyone, i dunno.
i find i need to do a lot of meditating and visualization stuff that keep's going as does coming here and reading the post's from so many. another form of inspiration that has kept some of the depression at bay has been reading 'Annah Moore's" new book "Right Side Out".
She is a M2F, who I have been able to really identify with.
stick around, send a message if you like. great to have you hear suregirl!!!