Hey,
since my ex boyfriend broke up with me after 4 years, I'm always feeling like not being enough...he was bi and before me he had only slept with men. In the last time he had feelings that he hasn't experienced everything he wanted to, and wanted to sleep with other people. I strongly believe that he meant women, since he has never slept with one.
I know that it isn't my fault, but it still hurts like hell, since I actually am a woman, but without the woman parts between my legs...
Anyways, he always wanted to have sex through the backdoor. I didn't mind it, but we could rarely do that, since I have some problems with my bottom
and I am also not feeling like it all the time...
Now I ask myself, are there even men, for whom sex without penetration is enough? As a transwoman, the men who find my body attractive would be bi in the most cases. So when being with a woman, they want to penetrate, don't they? Like I said, I don't really mind the backdore, but not all the time, and because of my problems there, I am not always able to "perform".
So is there a chance to find a man who is satisfied, also when he can't penetrate in the conventional way?
That question bugs me a lot...
