Hi, first off I am sorry if I put this in the wrong section.
I have known this girl for a year, shes trans like me. At first we were close, then sadly drifted away, then for 4 months now became close again, and I have developed feelings for her. She and I would flirt a lot, and we have so much in common. We're both big anime fans, both anti cultural marxism and feminism, both same height and weight, and so much more. So I asked her out on a date last week, and she said no, that she wasnt interested in me like that. I felt devastated. I felt played, what was all the flirting for, nothing? And yesterday, she went to a pride parade without me
I feel crushed, i couldnt stop thinking of her, id even daydream about us being together...im so devastated i dont know what to do. i havent dated, kissed, hugged, cuddled, or have had any intmacy with anyone since i was 17 (almost 24 now).