Emotions on a rollercoaster

[MissKairi]

Two days ago, ready to pack it in, convinced myself I would never ever pass so why bother, yesterday I felt very girly and light and realized that I CAN do it all, I have just been holding back because of work.
This morning I have the same chest tightness (in a good way) I have when I have been in love before.

Phew this is so crazy and I love/hate every minute

[Sinclair]

Proud of you! Stick with who you know you are. We are here to support you sister.

Two days ago, ready to pack it in, convinced myself I would never ever pass so why bother, yesterday I felt very girly and light and realized that I CAN do it all, I have just been holding back because of work.
This morning I have the same chest tightness (in a good way) I have when I have been in love before.

Phew this is so crazy and I love/hate every minute

[tgirlamg]

Phew this is so crazy and I love/hate every minute

That's how you know your really living life!!!!.... You know why people ride rollercoasters?.... To feel alive!!!!

All will be well Kairi !!!!!

Onward we go brave sister!!!

Ashley

[Mirath]

Ah, the ups and downs of 'what the hell am I doing?'

The ups sort of go like 'hell yes I can do this'
The downs... aren't so great haha, full of aful doubts and feelings.

But since when was life 100% easy? If it was easy enough to wake up tomorrow in a desired gender, that'd be good.

[Cheaney]

Two days ago, ready to pack it in, convinced myself I would never ever pass so why bother, yesterday I felt very girly and light and realized that I CAN do it all, I have just been holding back because of work.
This morning I have the same chest tightness (in a good way) I have when I have been in love before.

Phew this is so crazy and I love/hate every minute

I'm with you friend. Except I haven't gotten the meds yet haha. Had a crazy moment the other day where I felt absolutely alive doing what I love to do most. And my next thought was "I wonder if I would feel like this all the time if I was a girl?" Obviously I can't answer that yet but man that thought still kinda gets me. Anybody else think that? Or better yet experience something like that? Is it crazy talk? Help a sister out!

[MissKairi]

I'm with you friend. Except I haven't gotten the meds yet haha. Had a crazy moment the other day where I felt absolutely alive doing what I love to do most. And my next thought was "I wonder if I would feel like this all the time if I was a girl?" Obviously I can't answer that yet but man that thought still kinda gets me. Anybody else think that? Or better yet experience something like that? Is it crazy talk? Help a sister out!

I think we're both nuts Vicki haha

[Cheaney]

I think we're both nuts Vicki haha

You know there was a time I would have argued against it.

But now there's no doubt I'm right there with you!

[Denise]

Two days ago, ready to pack it in, convinced myself I would never ever pass so why bother, yesterday I felt very girly and light and realized that I CAN do it all, I have just been holding back because of work.
This morning I have the same chest tightness (in a good way) I have when I have been in love before

I take the good days and "bank" them.  I emboss them in my mind and remember how I felt.  Then when a bad day comes I have those good feedings to fall back on.  Eventually every day is a good day and they become the norm.  I haven't had a "I can't do this", "what the heck am I doing", "I'll never get away with this" day in months.

The good days are fun and the emotional ups and downs continue but for other external issues.

"Extra hugs" to you to start your good feelings bank account.

- Denise

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