What's this? oh just me ^^

[Crazy_Emma]

Hello, internet - Stop (hey, Telegram style lol)
I am Emma, I'm 18 years old and i am a trans-girl basically pre-everything (at this point in time).
I was born in germany, i still live here but i speak fluent english and i don't like german (personal preference and some reasons i won't say).
I personally am not out yet (well only to very close friends, this site and basically half of the internet)
I got here basically by page lottery, i was looking for informations on how to make a gaff/using tape (i still appreciate information on both topics ^^) and then i found the IRC chat. Since that day i have been here, active and afk in chat, having fun with people, educating, being educated doing random stuff, making stupid and silly jokes and a lot more.

There isn't a lot more to say about me, other than:

• I LOVE MUSIC
• I love Films (and Film Scores)
• I love Photography
• I love Dresses
• I love skirts

and the final one:

• i really like boobs xD

[Laurie]

Hi Emma,

  I'm Laurie, mtf and just a wee bit older than you. I'm here in the northwest corner of the USA. Welcome to Susan's place young lady. Do come in and get out of the cold.  I LOVE boobs! especially the two on my own chest thought they are still new additions and still  ummm developing shall we say? But being mtf is far more than growing boobs. first it is who we are, what we are. I lived most of my life trying to be something else and after 64 years I just could not do it any more. That was when I discovered I was trans gender and started my transition. It's been a challenging journey for me so far, but it's mostly been good too. You'll see what I mean as you get further into this adventure yourself.
   I hope you find a home here with us and I hope your own journey is a wonderful one. It's going to have it's ups and it's downs but you'll get through it all I'm sure. We're here to help when you need it Emma so feel free to let us know if you do.

  Hugs,
   Laurie

[V M]

Hi Emma 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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V M

[Crazy_Emma]

I LOVE boobs! especially the two on my own chest thought they are still new additions and still  ummm developing shall we say? But being mtf is far more than growing boobs. first it is who we are, what we are. I lived most of my life trying to be something else and after 64 years I just could not do it any more. That was when I discovered I was trans gender and started my transition. It's been a challenging journey for me so far, but it's mostly been good too. You'll see what I mean as you get further into this adventure yourself.

Hey Laurie,
of course i know that being mtf is more than just about the boobs, i just like to emphasize that i really like them. xD
I personally discovered myself 2 years ago, when i stumbled upon one question: who am i?
I always knew that i was different from the other guys, never liked most of the manly activities and i still don't quite understand how some are such huge idiots, but that's another topic. So i have always kinda seen myself as a guy with a very feminine side, until i stumbled upon the LGBT community (not that i don't include others, it's just shorter to say LGBT ^^). I basically discovered that I'm pan and i learned a whole lot more about gender, sex and sexuality. Few weeks later i asked my girlfriend if i could wear one of her dresses and on that day the seed grew into a mighty Rose. she was later the first person to know my real identity, sadly it ended 1.5 years later.
For me the term transgender is just another box because I realized, that I'm a girl and it's never been different, i just needed some help to find out. ^^

[Crazy_Emma]

Hi Emma 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Thanks, it's quite a lot of fun, being here (i've been here for around 2 weeks now, mostly in IRC-Chat, that's why i know the rules already ^^).
I'm very glad to be here ^^

[Dena]

Welcome to Susan's Place. I always use a panty girdle so I didn't know much about other means of tucking but I did see a youtube video on how to make your own gaff and I think all it took was a sock and an old pair of panty hose. It turned up in somebodies thread at least a year ago so I no longer remember where I saw it but a youtube search might find it. Taping has also been discussed but again, I don't remember where.

[Jailyn]

Emma I understand as well, lol!!! I have just started on the journey. I got some boob growth as well. I love them because it identifies for me and others as not being a guy. They look me up and down and they almost say sir now but, then spit out ma'am. It is an identifiable thing that says hey this person is not male. I totally understand that being female is much more than just the boobs. It is the attitude and much more but, they are still a part. Emma you don't have to worry we know what you meant by your statement. Welcome and enjoy Susan's!!!!

[Crazy_Emma]

Welcome to Susan's Place. I always use a panty girdle so I didn't know much about other means of tucking but I did see a youtube video on how to make your own gaff and I think all it took was a sock and an old pair of panty hose. It turned up in somebodies thread at least a year ago so I no longer remember where I saw it but a youtube search might find it. Taping has also been discussed but again, I don't remember where.

mmmh ... Thanks, I'll look i'll definitely look into both ideas and search for the taping method. I actually considered both but i need more info ^^