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Started by DownwardSpiral, May 16, 2017, 05:37:43 AM

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JoanneB

Quote from: Jessica Lynne on August 13, 2017, 03:53:16 PM
Dayam!! That oughta' get stickied. LOL. Thanks Joanne!
Thank You

I am The Queen of Self Flagellation. Or so my wife and reality therapist tells me
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(ROCK) ---> ME <--- (HARD PLACE)
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steph2.0

Quote from: DownwardSpiral on August 13, 2017, 04:41:01 AM
I don't have a support network

Correction: You have us.

Try this:
Ask yourself, "Do I want to get better?" If the answer is yes, tell yourself, "I want to get better." Say it out loud. Again and again. Just do it.

Then lean on us. You ain't heavy.

Every one of us have been where you are now. We know how it feels. Let us help.

Stephanie


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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DownwardSpiral

I want to get better, but nothing I try seems to work. I've spent most of my life trying to sort myself out one way or another but, well, the result is always the same. My parents' attitude was that everything could be solved by "putting that face straight", can't remember either of them ever showing me any affection. I have a wife, daughter and stepson who all appear quite happy to take but never give anything back. And I know I'm stupid for putting up with it and being told that continually doesn't help. I genuinely feel like it's time to give up.
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