Every once in a while I launch FaceApp and I spend a few hours playing with it.. I created hundreds of pictures in the last few months. I only use the hair styling and make-up filters, sometimes changing the background or adjust the colors so it shouldn't really change my face.
It still has the same effect on me as the first time, damn, it's a strange sensation looking at those pictures.
A little more than a decade ago I hated when someone took a picture of me, I hated mirrors with a passion, rarely looked at myself and now I cannot takes my eyes off of my own pictures.
And while I know that it is me in those pictures and the only difference is hair and make-up I feel like I am looking at a stranger. Maybe because I always had black hair, maybe because I captured a short smile and it lasts forever in the pictures, I don't know. I also feel this strange attraction kind of feeling which is weird considering I am looking at myself. I don't know how people who didn't hate themselves for decades feel when they like what they see in the mirror but for me these moments are still strange.
Looking at these pictures, or just thinking about them gives me an extra motivation to move forward, to let the smiling, confident and attractive girl in the pictures out full-time into the real world.