Hi Max, doubt and uncertainty can rule your life. The best to me is to talk it out. A lady here (wise beyond her years, certainly wiser than me) reminded me that cis males don't have the attitudes and questions that I do. I'd imagine the same goes for your side. That advise stuck with me. She told me I'd probably only feel happy and complete if I transitioned, and I believe it, always believed it. As a recent test I asked a cis male friend of mine if he ever thought about whT he'd look like as a woman. Nope, never was his answer. Is that kind of question our answer? We imagine ourselves in the opposite gender always. Anyway, I asked if he'd like to see what I'd look like if I was a girl, and he said no, he might get turned on. I showed him anyways, and he said he hated always being right. Anyway, to make it short our questions are because we are trans. We might not want to be, but you gotta choose if you want the alternative of denial and repression. I know there's no happiness there. Can you find it?
