4 days till FFS. I've been off HRT for 10 days. It has not been fun. I'm waking up with erections. Getting mild erections during the day. I can't wear some of my clothing, like my skinny jeans, because of this. In fact, my penis, which had become quite small, seems to be back to it's old Pre HRT "resting" size. I almost always tuck. And for the last few days I haven't been able to because of it's boyish behavior. I am not huge down there, but it's well above average and I'd forgotten what a frustrating appendage it is
I'm kind of surprised how quickly this occurred. Last month my E levels were less than 3. Barely measurable. Too low. I was told it would take weeks for it to rebound if I went off HRT.
Prior to HRT I had a lot of OCD and Attention deficit issues. Over the past few days I'm noticing some of that return. I'm having difficulty concentrating.
In 8 more days I go back on HRT!!
I think I'm going to start an FFS thread to document the next few months. I'll probably cross post a bit between that and this thread.
Here's one last pre FFS pic from my work commute on Friday