Thank you for all the comments, and suggestions. Those are all options that will help point me in the right direction. I've always had this fear when playing contact sports that I would inadvertantly hurt someone. My luck is bad that way, I remember accidentally giving other kids in school bloody noses from any type ball that can be hit, thrown, launched, ect. When I was very young, I remember our class was being taught basic self defense, and I must have gotten carried away, and made some poor kid cry. Hurts to think about silly as it was at the time. All of that stuff is just my imagination, realize that.
Most likely I can lean someplace closer where the logistics are more suitable, doing so in "boy mode." Living in north Idaho, the last thing you want to do is tell anyone you are transgender. Believe me. Especially the police. I was pulled over going to a support meeting by a state trooper when I was dressed up in fem. He made me sit on the guard rail, and started asking me why I was dressed all in women's clothing. He had me lean forward on the trunk of my car, while he emptied my pockets, pulled off my wig, tossed my wig, pulled out my breast forms, piling them on the trunk of my car like a pile of paraphernalia. Pulled up my panties under my jeans, have them a couple of tugs.
I later told the officer why I was dressed that way, that I was transgender. He said he never heard of such a thing, and was going to let me off with a warning, and to not do it again in public view.
North Idaho is a different animal. Anyhow. I apologize for the horrible story. But it's true.
