Hey y'all ... typically I'd say 'hey guys' with a gender-neutral inflection but someone that I won't mention **
Kendra** commented about it being a 'language glitch' Well, I glitch enough as it is and don't want to add more. I deal with computer glitches enough to know the misery and frustration that they cause.
... ahem ...
so, where to start, NAILS. Thanks Sarah, I do love the color and I really love sparkles on my nails. I don't know why. I have a new color (colour for some of you other types) to try out but I hate to clean these off. I usually get 2 weeks out of my nails before I have to start over.
hiatus, yes it was a short-lived one but it felt like forever for me. "It was a dark and stormy night .." No no .. that's Snoopy .. and some other rather unimportant entity prior to him. Snoopy gets the win, but I digress ... It was a gray week for me. VERY hard to pull out of.
STEPH!! I'm thinking of you ... just to see if you're reading my verbal dump and to make sure you know that I'm here for you. I'm very mental so sometimes I don't get it out on 'paper'
I had a minor relapse last night. I got pretty grumpy. Lying in bed all morose and feeling sorry for myself, I found myself being attacked. Yes, attacked!! She was totally unrelenting. I found myself feeling much better within the hour and still carried over this morning. I guess what I needed wasn't words, it was affirmation of desirability. Sometimes words are overrated.
I took my profile picture and put it in a folder on my Wife's computer. I told her that when she's ready to make a facebook post, worded simply, and let the world know. It'll be up to her if/when she does it. I know that she'll be the one on the front line of the question so it's up to her when she's ready to deal with it.
psst, she called me a girl this morning I forget the context. I got all warm and missed what she was saying
I was supposed to work on the car this morning. My neck is acting up and I wasn't looking forward to it. She went to work ... and ... took the car I was supposed to work on. I think she did it on purpose.
Nice talk this morning. More affirmation from Lori that I'm am moving in the right direction and that she's OK with it. I love my wife (haven't said that in a while, I've been slacking). She commented about me becoming a different person. I said, maybe I'm just getting more me out. Maybe you (she) fell in love with the me on the inside and now on the outside. Lori is very empathetic. She can know how you're feeling just by how she feels. She absorbs it from you. Hide all you want, she knows. I told her that I think she fell in love with the real me that she knew all along was in there and was simply waiting for me to show up on the outside.
Well, that's it for now. Sorry to all of you for getting all dramatic. I'd like to say it won't happen again but it probably will.