Well i had to put things on hold for a while, since i was last here, my fathers health went down worse and he lost his mind before he past 6/1, well now since everyone is gone now. I had to reach out to my therapist just to find out she had left, so i got a new one and she is wonderful, i have really opened up to her, now i mostly wear womens clothes everywhere, and i am comfortable doing so, i have told all my closest friends and they all suppprt me and even my cousin she does too even though its not her cup of tea but she is backing me, my wife is still behind me and both my daughters are, it seems the newer generation is more open, well i finally talk to my primary care physician and she is exited i came out about it and is working with my therapist and now has refered mr to hrt doctor with my first appointment 18 of Dec, and i am also going to go see another doctor my primary care physician is sending me too to see why i have severe pain in testicals and is working on get them removed because of ongoing pain. But life has seem to hit high gear i feel so at peace and alive, never in my life have i felt this, and the bitter sweet thing is mtf is on my medical record now. Its time to live and love love.
