Quote from: krobinson103 on August 22, 2018, 02:31:55 PM
Today I got up, had a shower, then looked in the mirror and saw... something I didn't expect. I saw a really attractive woman and she looked very happy with a challenging look in her eye. Now if I saw such a person who wasn't me I'd totally be interested in exploring the possibilities with her. If this the person other people see all I can say is wow that is so not the old me! Except for the hangers on down low which annoy me a little but their days are numbered! Even then, I don't really mind their presence at the moment because for now waiting is all I can do. Why is this a shock? For a number of reasons.
1) Being bi I actually found MYSELF quite ... interesting.
2) I'm not used to actually liking what I see.
3) I look a lot younger than I did even ten years ago!
There are still these (dying) voices in the back of my mind saying "Thats not you.. you'll never..." but their days are also numbered. It still feels strange to actually like being me. Not sure how to accept I'm actually the babe in the mirror.
It just crossed my mind. I wrote a similar post about five months ago when I saw the same thing in the mirror clothed. Now I see the same thing unclothed. I have to wonder... what the next milestone is! Guess I won't know till I get there.
@krobinson103 A wonderful update, thanks for posting your good and encouraging report.
Oh yeah, I remember very well the view in the mirror when stepping out of the shower.... eventually all I was seeing was a blonde woman and no sign of my old-self. A great feeling and a wonderful event for sure when that first happened. Now it has been a routine daily occurrence ... and now there is much more time taken in the bathroom... shower, drying and fixing up my hair, makeup, jewellery, selection clothing and shoes, fingernails manicured and polished.... and the list goes on. No more just taking a 3 minute shower and quickly drying off and getting into a hodgepodge of male clothes without concern for colors and styles or a coordinated look.
This is all very wonderful now.
I am so happy for you and am very glad to see your recent reports in the last month or so about all the good things that you are thinking and the good things that are happening you
Ms Kelly.
As always, please keep the updates coming.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle