Quote from: krobinson103 on November 11, 2018, 12:57:34 AM
Well. tomorrow is the big day. I find out if surgery is going to happen. Nervous!
Another date lined up for this coming Friday this time to a local restaurant. I don't know where this path is taking me but its breaking the bonds that hold me back. I think its important to break free of those. I almost feel like I'm losing my remaining self image anxieties and becoming more and more me every day. People keep saying how good I look etc and they can't all be wrong!
Went to the pool with my 7 year old again this weekend and realized that even though what I do have left makes a barely noticeable bulge I don't care anymore - at all. I have no body anxiety left. I feel like the person who lived on the inside lives on the outside now and She is confident, pretty, and doesn't give a crap about what people think!
@krobinson103 Yes, for sure it will be a memorable and anticipated day for you to find out about your proposed surgery. I trust that you get the news that you are hoping for.... "Nervous" is normal... I hope that the nervousness turns into joy for you.
.... hmmm.... another date! Exciting times and new territory to explore with your new body and emotions... please be careful and allow your mind to modulate your heart..... slow and careful would be my unsolicited advice if you were to ask.
Note: Don't plan give away any iTune cards to your date!!! LOL ahh, the POOL, that's right you are coming into your Summer season soon.... it took me a moment to comprehend your comment...
right now it is snowing hard here and just 13 deg F (-11C)Your confidence and self-assurance are your best weapons against those that do not want to accept you. You are correct, we should not care what the people think that do not know us and do not care for us. A good attitude for you to have. I trust that you and your daughter had a great time.
As always, thank you for chronicling your adventures and sharing your experiences....
I will be looking for your next report when you feel so led to post it.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle