Hey there,
my Name is Nbj and I am 23.
I decided to finally join this Forum (after being a silent reader for a while).
[...] in those brackets I just had written about 500 words of explaining my way in the past years, my life before that etc., when I realized that "heck no, that's not what 'introducing yourself' means" ^^
I have no clue about my gender identity. What I can say now, is that I see myself (and want to be seen) as a man (in appearance), but feel somewhat like "way more male than female but still not a full man" << that sounds stupid but I don't have a better way to describe it yet.
To be honest, I at first was very reluctant to join your online community, because I wanted to get some real life contacts... my best friend, who knows about my struggle, is very supportive and gives me great tips, and I would be in a much worse place without him, but he doesn't "get it". But my city is small and in the local lgbt-community there seem to be some "passive-transphobics." That's why that's not really the place to go to for me either.
I know that's not much of an introduction, but i think I will tell more about myself by answering posts and post stuff myself soon anyways
Well...
Thanks to all you great people for being here for each other and I hope I will find some nice place here to be myself and maybe even help to figure stuff out a little more.