It went as expected he is 90% logic 1% emotion, and 9% other. He asked me alto of questions all from a sustainability point of view, it costs lots of money, there is almost nothing for support out here, just identifying a bunch of potential complications. (something he always does.) I mentioned moving to either California or back to Texas, to that he responded with if you go back to Texas talk to "xxx" ( a family friend) he is just gay but apparently in the recent years he has become part of the community in Dallas, and in California he just mentioned how much easier it would be there due to how liberal they are.
The first question he asked was are you sure, then asked about srs, and as of right now I am not sure but I am leaning towards it (ill just miss how fast I can go).
Then again he asked if I was sure and of course I was like yeah for a while now but I decided to actually move forward with it in may (when I joined the site).
Had to explain the difference between, non-binary, transgender, and transsexual. But after about 30 minutes of talking I brought up the point that the biggest reason I have decided to move forward now is that well he remarried and has son now so I felt a huge burden lift (carrying on the name). And of course he was like you didn't have to do that, and im like yeah I did maybe not really but I felt like I did. Didn't really talk much more about it after that.
Also sidenote I scheduled my next therapy session, so next Thursdays I am going to tell my therapist to get me on hrt as fast as possible. I am done waiting I am out to all the people I want to be out until I show up one year as a woman rather than as a boy. That is going to be so much fun. (Is it bad that I find enjoyment out of making others feel awkward?)
Hugs and love to everyone
XO - Z
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