That sounds like a good plan Donica! The BLT cream does start to work quickly, although it may take an hour or so to become fully effective. You do get used to the pain, or maybe your nerves just give up trying to tell you that it hurts.
I realize that I had not mentioned my brother lately. Carl is back at the nursing home and seems to be stable, but he has now been diagnosed with Parkinson's in addition to cancer. He also can't get out of bed without assistance. He mentioned to my dad that he feels as though he is slowly slipping away.
Today I attended a women-only concealed carry class. I currently have a permit, but it is in my dead name and I just thought it would be better to start fresh. The class went very well. At one point we were practicing how to grip our firearms, and the instructor made a comment about how long my fingers are. Another time she asked a little more about my background because I seemed more familiar with firearms than everyone else. I did listen to her, and I did learn a few things.
The class included an hour of range time, so I took both my Sig P938 and Springfield XDs 45. Both are small enough for concealed carry, but I had never fired either one. Looking at my targets a few people said I could shoot them both very well. I seemed to be a bit more accurate with the XDs, but the P938 was way more comfortable to fire.
After the class I talked to the instructor a bit, and told her the rest of the story. She mentioned that after the Parkland shooting the range teamed up with some local churches and the LGBT community and provided the class free to about 750 people. They also provided loaner handguns and ammo for training. They offer several other courses, and I may take a few more of them. Like condoms, a girl can't be too careful!