One year ago today I came out at work, and Jessica has never looked back. I was scared, I had no idea how my co-workers would react, but my soul was ready to leave the dark place where she had been imprisoned all of her life. I still find it hard to believe how far I have come. I have a second chance in life, and this time I did not allow others to tell me who I am.
This was the hardest thing I have ever done, and it was also the most rewarding. I still feel anguish over many of the things I did in my past life, even though that wasn't really me. Although slowly fading, those memories will haunt me for the rest of my days. I had been on the road to destruction, now I travel down an unfamiliar, yet joyful path. I survived the darkness, and soon I will be free. In just five days I will be having GCS.
The refrain from "I Am Woman" by Helen Reddy sums up how I feel:
"Yes I am wise, but it's wisdom born of pain.
Yes I've paid a price, but look how much I've gained.
If I have to, I can do anything.
I am strong, I am invincible, I am woman."
My family stayed by my side, the people who mattered most in my life accepted me, and I have made many new friends. I am at peace. I could not have done this without the help of my friends here at Susan's Place. I owe you more than I can ever repay. Thank you.
Love always -- Jessica Rose
Feb 2017 - March 2018 - Feb 2019
