I've been all over the place lately emotionally, but really haven't felt the need to dress female for a while (yay, HRT doing its job) even though it has a grounding effect. So I realized I really needed to. Well, today I decided that I was going to try something different. I put on fake boobs, super light makeup (literally just foundation, no extra beard cover or anything, worked amazingly well post even just the one laser), donned my hair, and just wore regular guy clothes. I figured that if I looked feminine wearing them at only 2 months on HRT, that would be a pretty solid indicator of future potential. Well, I was quite happy with the result. (Though the lack of realism for my rice in hose boobs is bothering me a bit, heh.) Definitely would look better with a female cut t-shirt (male cut just sort of hangs off "boobs" and looks awkward), but overall it worked.
Also, I've made random steps to stop hiding. I keep forgetting I'm basically out to everyone at this point, and no longer have any need to keep stuff on my computer in secret directories or hiding makeup in the back of drawers. (Not that anyone ever went through either my computer or my drawers, but the paranoia was there!) So now all my girl photos are just sitting in a folder on my desktop and my makeup and wigs are sitting out for all to see.
