Month 10 Update Its a couple of days from 10 months on HRT. I can't sleep tonight so I figured I would go ahead
and post a update. A lot has happened in the last 10 months. I kind of feel like a owe all of you and
apology for acting like I have in the past. I know at times I have just been a
complete mess. I remember taking that first pill thinking that this was gonna be a piece
of cake. lol. The "Emotional Roller coaster" so I have heard it called is really an
understatement. I finally have calmed down and have less moments like that. Having my
financial problems solved was a big part of that. I have finally paid the IRS back in
full. That was a big load off my solders for sure.
I am back in voice therapy and am practicing daily. I kind of sound like a girl with
laryngitis. We haven't even started on voice resonance yet so hopefully I will sound
better after more sessions.
In the next couple of months I am having major dental work done and laser on my face. I'm
kind of excited because I have not been able to do anything like that sense starting
HRT. Also I am saving for a hair transplant. I really want to get that done as soon as I
can because of the amount of time that it's going to take to grow. Seems like every
thing takes forever. Yes I am very impatient as you all know.
My body dimensions are still 34-26-36 and I weigh about 123lbs. Kind of sucks being as
skinny as I am. I have lost some size in my breast from loosing the weight I have. I'm
still trying to eat as much as can and gain some weight. I really think I could accept
myself with 15 or 20 pounds. I already have been called mam even in boy clothes so I
need my body to catch up with my face. lol
The pictures below was took last night in the shop. Me and my niece Joni and my good
friend Kris has been playing guitars after work a couple nights a week. Yes your seeing
a teal streak in my hair. Kris tells me that its not "age appropriate". Do I really have
to follow the "I'm almost 50" guidebook? lol. I still feel young so I'm just doing what
feels right to me. The body shot was took in my room last night too. With almost no
visible breast and the tiny butt I do have at 5'9" tall does not pass, I have been there
and tried. I had planned on going full time by my birthday in April. This all depends on
if I'm still skinny or have put some weigh on. I've not been myself in public in a couple of months now.
Thanks to all of you.
Hugs,
Chelsea
