Hi!
I'm new here, came to post some questions and got pointed here to this thread. Seemed like a good idea to try introducing myself again.
I'm late 30's been married for 13 years, can remember fantasizing about being a girl at least as young as 8, and dressing since. Looking through old childhood picture I got from my parents, I was full of cliche feminine mannerisms in many pictures. I'd be dressing since I was young too. My wife has known since we were dating, we actually meet on a bdsm site in the gender play section, so I have lots of support there.
I've never really attached a label to myself and I don't know what the correct one would be to be honest, or were to tart in that regard. I enjoy doing both guy and girl stuff, I'd rather dress as a woman all the time, I generally find male clothes annoying and unattractive. When I see women other than my wife I tend to envy their shape and clothing then find actual interest in them. On the other hand I love doing classically guy things and outdoor activities and both my wife and I enjoy our sex life as it is (which is basically as feminine as I can be but still using my male equipment). Neither of us has much desire to change that, or do things that would impair that sexual function.
So yeah no idea what I am, but it's been a semi fun ride so far and I have a super supportive and loving wife who has a lot of fun with it.
