Katie, I understand. When I was closeted I didn't make new acquaintances. Talk about work and I can talk your leg off. Talk about the LA Angels and I can tell you everything you never wanted to know. I never thought I had that much special to say. I know nobody wants to talk politics. I'm pretty sure everyone is tired of hearing about my diseases. So what's left? My looks. Okay I'm not bad for my age but heck beauty is superficial. The right makeup, the right lighting and everything looks dandy. Something I didn't feel before is the desire to connect and now that I am anxious to,I am unprepared.