so today i went to the doctors....
the letter i need to change my gender marker will be mine in a few weeks!!
but more importantly.........
drumroll......
THEY'RE REFERRING ME TO ENDOCRINOLOGY!
i'm going to hopefully go on e blockers for a little bit, then onto testosterone. or maybe i'll go straight onto testosterone. who knows? what i do know for sure is that it will be happening, and as soon as possible.
at the risk of sounding pretentious, i feel like a new butterfly, working my way through the last layer of my cocoon. and eventually, i'll be free to spread my wings!