Have been on HRT since 2004, never gonna look like my desired gender regardless what I do so I have accepted that and moved on to just being me...ish.
6'8" 250lbs, size 16 feet, likely as not klinenfelter.
Estrogen, for me, just made things feel more normal, nothing else has changed, no epiphanies, no blissful feelings, just a confirmation of many aspects of me that seemed strange before (uncanny sense of smell for 1).
Though I appreciate well meaning "you can do it" comments there is absolutely nothing on this earth, yet invented, that will make me look like anything but a giant dude...I'm past it, please be too.
Hope your 2018 is freaking awesome.
Andrea