Hi I am 45yrs old I have cross dressed since I was young as I was brought up by my mum and two older sisters and was always a sissy but it was always in private I am married and still dress when ever I can I also have affairs with men on a regular basis. I got prostate cancer at forty and under went chemo and radiation I have been on replacement hormone injections once a month for the past 5yrs To keep my testosterone levels down l now have large man boobs and round hips and a completely hairless body. I have not worked since this happened to me but my wife always earned a lot more than me so I am a house wife.the radiation has destroyed my manhood my wife has given me bras to wear to stop the boobs from flopping around so I am dressed all the time except when I go out but I am scared to do that my wife has told me to do it. I hope I have come to the right place