A fear fell of my shoulders alte this afternoon. My neighbors across the street (there are only a very few houses here, mot of everything is jungle) are from Cuba. And I always scooted into my garage to make sure they would not see me in my girls mode. I was concerned with them being Latinos (extremely nice neighbors), they might have difficulties with me tuning into a woman. Well my neighbor caught me today, and came over for a talk. I explained everything to him and he had the top of the cool reactions! he said great, now that you are a woman and need help for some stuff, just let me know, and I will help you! That was it, no drama, no climax, just a very nice and comforting reaction!
And I felt bad about my thoughts about Latino, etc. I was clearly racist without realizing it! Because of my Jewish mother, I try to be as anti racist as I can, and here I fell into the racist trap!