Hi all my name is chloe..well hopefully someday as I'm pre hrt m2f
First time I had these feeling was around 5 and that same year I had an accident on my bike I wont go into detail but when I went to doctors he asked me if I wished I was a girl regretfully to this day I said no but I always had these feeling.i loved to play dress up with all my girl mates and felt more comparable but I never told my family back then .I have told my mother now and she is accepting on me going to transition
When I started high school I thought I was redy but the fear of what other people thought made me have to hide my feelings (silly I know) around the age of 20 I started to try again but living in a toxic flat made me have to keep hiding my feelings. Around the age of 25 I met the woman of my dreams and we got married a year later over the years I tried to open up to her about my feelings and one day getting caught with nail polish on my toes I had to completely out my feelings to her this didn't go so well and soon we are splitting

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My psycologest has told me I'm redy to start but unfortinitly where I'm from you have to see an in house councler The the clinic to start hrt mainly for a psyc evaluation so I've been counting down the days till june the 5th and it seems like forever I'm nervous yet excited at the same time.
Thank you all for reading my story xx