Greetings and welcome, Jesslyn!
That's incredible that surviving with Schizophrenia. I truly hope you're doing alright. ANd I'm so glad you've decided to join Susans and rely on this community for guidance, support, and friendship! ^_^
I do not think I have Schizophrenia(sending you a DM, btw) but I, too, felt like my feminine side was just trapped or ignored or doubted. There are going to be many obstacles in your way soon enough, dear, but you've already conquered the first one! And with the knowledge provided by this community, and their personal support to you, I am confident you'll overcome every single one! *hugs*
Much Love,
Eryn