It's been a while since my last update, I hope everyone had an enjoyable Christmas and managed to spend quality time with there loved ones. I didn't end up going to visit my sister this year, my parents haven't been well and they stayed home so we decided to do the same.
I feel like I'm starting a new phase in my transition, things have settle down somewhat and I'm just enjoying being me, and spending lots of time with my family.
The biggest reward from my transition has been getting closer to my beautiful girls, I love spending quality time with them and my wife [emoji3590] we have had a lovely Christmas. I'm feeling very lucky that they have accepted me and treat me like one of the girls. I have done a lot of baking, 7 dozen mince pies, and lots of sausage rolls, full turkey, pork, ham, Christmas dinner which was delicious even if I say so myself.
I have not been very active here on the forum partly because of lack of time, also I feel I need to take some time out, and because there isn't a lot going on to report. My updates are probably going to be less frequent, I'm not going anywhere and do really value the friendships made and help I have received here, when I'm able to I will hopefully return the favour and provide more input and help to others, I still feel I'm finding my own way and lack confidence when it comes to giving others advice.
My visit with Dr Ives in Melbourne went very well, I met him and his team and had a look around the ward. I have a date for my GCS which is later in 2019, I have to loose about 20kg to get down to a BMI of 28. I'm really happy that I now have a target date and feel really motivated to get myself into the best shape possible.
The Testosterone finally seems to have worn off now that the blockers are back on board, I had a pretty horrible time, the thought of going backwards messed with my head, the symptoms were hair on my face and chest thickened up, I got moody, my skin became more oily, I had more energy and stamina and while I was doing a lot of work in the garden my shoulders and arms bulked out which affected the fit of my tops, my boobs completely stopped hurting, and my male appendage "woke up".
I hope the New Year turns out to be good for everyone [emoji16].
Hugs and best wishes,
Nicole