@burnthebiblexd I was considering self medication also (still am depending). I was recomended from people on here GenderGP, they still charge but its generally cheaper than private.
There are risks to self medication, I cant be a hypocrite and say don't as im still on your page, but at the very least have your doctor make sure your not going to mess yourself up, it can be life threataning. If ya ever wanna chat, im all ears! Well, a full person with ears.