Hey everyone surprises im genderfluid and have just came out to therapist ...

[Kyra1983]

Hi everyone im gender fluid and have just came to terms w my therapist i wanted to be female since 13. At 7 or 8 id imitate my sister in clothing. Im going to go as female me which i love and accept. I am looking up hormones and have decided yes i want this. Im struggling with work and family issues no friends or support. I feel weird saying tht i guess ive always wanted this just i snapped a month ago after coping and fantasizing i gave in to a want and i find tht going forward with this i cant keep exploding saying im a female and run away i feel ashamed and scared omg but inside i wanted this just scared to death. Finally seeing a therapist is helping me understand im trans. Bio male but i keep looking envisioning female. Even put it on everything form wise it is me i want to be recognized as a female. So hormones are being looked at and hoping i find ppl on here tht can keep me going and not scared anymore. I just went w breast in to store i said ->-bleeped-<- it after freaking out for 1 hour. Realize no one cared a few stares but oh well i was happy. I hate having to go back to male mode for work but its livable. Hoping to find support and friends. I love you all so much

[Northern Star Girl]

Hi everyone im gender fluid and have just came to terms w my therapist i wanted to be female since 13. At 7 or 8 id imitate my sister in clothing. Im going to go as female me which i love and accept. I am looking up hormones and have decided yes i want this. Im struggling with work and family issues no friends or support. I feel weird saying tht i guess ive always wanted this just i snapped a month ago after coping and fantasizing i gave in to a want and i find tht going forward with this i cant keep exploding saying im a female and run away i feel ashamed and scared omg but inside i wanted this just scared to death. Finally seeing a therapist is helping me understand im trans. Bio male but i keep looking envisioning female. Even put it on everything form wise it is me i want to be recognized as a female. So hormones are being looked at and hoping i find ppl on here tht can keep me going and not scared anymore. I just went w breast in to store i said <not allowed> it after freaking out for 1 hour. Realize no one cared a few stares but oh well i was happy. I hate having to go back to male mode for work but its livable. Hoping to find support and friends. I love you all so much

@Kyra1983   
Hello Kyra1983,     Wow, that was certainly an informative and interesting Introduction.   Lots in your post to consider.  Thank you for taking the time to write some details about yourself.

Thank you for introducing yourself.  I see that you are new here and may have questions and concerns, this is the right place for you to be to find out what others have done that may have been in your circumstances. 
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[V M]

Hi Kyra 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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V M