A change in my body occurred at 11 years old. Didn't know what was happening but little lumps were behind my nipples and real sore. Grew up dressing in my mothers clothing which felt right. I even took some of her hurt pills. Not until my 30's I thought about those painful lumps. I did have some breast tissue but nothing extrodinary for a male. Something triggered my brain wanting to feel those painful lumps. Off and on the monies keep drawing me back. Going to add for the 1st time Spiro so a new journey will begin