The suggestion was to spread my TMI out, so here goes. I suppose it helps inflate my post count.
Some of my biggest physical concerns about transitioning have to do with my hair, both its presence and absence.
My family line has every baldness gene known to science, and they attacked with a vengeance. It's too late to save the top of my head, something I didn't realize because there was no one to tell me it was happening. The dermatologist says it's terminal. I found a place that offers "hair replacement systems" (pieces) and I'm trying one right now. It's not working well; the attachment keeps peeling off (should last 30 days, I made 10). But I will never, ever be able to have a full head of natural hair again. This has aggravated my depression.
The flip side of the cosmic practical joke is thick, dark hair everywhere except the one place I want it. I paid $180 to get my limbs and chest waxed and two weeks later it looked like they hadn't been touched. I have spent upwards of three years and $4000 on 27 (and counting) laser removal appointments on my face alone. And the red spots all over my legs don't help.