Quote from: sui on August 23, 2018, 03:24:49 PM
So I have a few questions prompted by what has happened recently.
So I identify as trans-nonbinary, and when I started hrt (around a year and a half ago) I was trying to ease in and try for a more androgynous transition. So with my doctor I decided to forego Tblockers initially and see how only E felt. Which was nice, the doctor said my T levels were very minorly suppressed and my E was hightened, and tho I saw middling results I pretty much just stuck with that until recently where it seems the extent of the E was pretty much exhausted, though I wasn't where I wanted to be (no real redistribution of fat, very minor changes elsewhere).
"Minorly depressed", I wonder what that actually means? But what you describe actually sounds like hormone starvation. That's when both E and T get low.
QuoteSo about three weeks ago I got blood work and we decided to start me on blockers. Now about a week after starting. I became nearly non functional. I was so tired after being awake for only 3-4 hours I would have to go back to bed, I was extremely irritable, and attain almost no sexual pleasure or satisfaction at all. So I went down to taking it once a day to try to midigate the effects seeing as I couldn't get any work done at all.
That IS hormone starvation.. Blockers are pointless and really only deliver side effects. Rather than adding a blocker like your doc did, the better option would have been to change your E delivery method and/or increase dose slightly. If your E level is sufficient, then your T level will be suppressed to female levels - or very close to.
QuoteThen today, I got a call from the doctor saying that the blood work that had been done when I was in last(pre blockers) had extremely low E and very high T (I have had bloodwork done multiple times over the last year and a half and it was good throughout until this instance). As if I had just stopped taking anything altogether. Which I assume is why I felt so awful on blockers. Because it had left me without any sex hormones at all. So now I'm waiting on a call back from my doctor and I'm freaking out a bit.
Without some indication of your actual levels and delivery method, I'd be guessing here.. But I suspect that the low/moderate dose of E your were prescribed was not enough to suppress T on it's own and adding a blocker caused T to rebound - which can happen with some drugs. Again, the better option here would likely have been to modify your dose of E and/or it's delivery method.
QuoteHas anyone ever had something like this happen? Like a sudden shift or tolerance build up?
What did you do, and was it permanent?
I haven't had it happen to me, but I have read of similar cases. Generally it boils down to a bad HRT protocol and can be rectified with a proper HRT protocol.
QuoteIs there a course of action to take now to midigate any reversion until the doctor calls? (I'm thinking of just going back to two a day on the blockers as I'm pretty terrified of T levels like that being anywhere near me)
Would love any wisdom or input. Thanks!
Don't play with your meds, even if it seems like your doc doesn't really know what they are doing.
And don't be terrified of T, you do need some - aiming for a zero T level is not and should never be the goal, unless you have cancer..