hey. im alexander. trans boy who's probably got an unhealthy amount of internalized transphobia (any amount is too much, honestly) and im here to try to rectify that and have some kind of community to help me out. i live in a very rural part of the US in a predominantly 'red state', so that's... not ideal. but i do really love it here! the nature parts, anyway!
i feel guilty about transitioning because my parents and family are so darn supportive. im 19, and only came out about a year ago, and im now finding out that my parents, of their two children, have none that arent queer, so. i dunno. they're good people, and i can't help but feel like they deserve 'normal', even though i know that me and my brother are perfectly fine the way we are.
on a much lighter note, as of today, i have started hrt. so that's neat as heck.
im just looking for a somewhat anonymous but friendly community that i can screw around in, talk to people, give & get advice, et cetera. i have other trans friends, but all of them are women, so the way i relate to them only goes so far.
just a quick look around has already told me that im all proud of all yall already, so prepare for me to get personally attached. :')
