HI everyone hope you all are well, I will give you all a total update in my life here as I have not been on here in a while I have the next few days off thankfully
Well we will start off I work in a nursing home full time and I am president of the local union and health and safety rep so I have a lot of responsibilities. I was elected for my second term as president back in may 2018, since then we have renegotiated our contract at work and we are in the middle of negotiations for 2019-2020, I have also had to bring the local by-laws up to date as they were from the early 1990's and are way outdated. I have had to deal with terminations, and disciplinary measures on fellow members of the union, as well as human rights complaints. All while working a full time personal support worker position.
My personal life and work life some times clash for a few reasons but one of the biggest reasons is my past. See before my transition, I was basically a "player" I fooled around with a lot of my female co-workers from all the places that I have worked and yea I have learn the hard way not to mix business with pleasure. I will explain more I have a BFF she means the world to me she helped me transition, I work with her every day, I know more about her emotionally physically spiritually than anyone in this world. In health care a lot of the staff move around to find better jobs with more hours and pay, so now my employer has now hired unknowingly 6 of my ex flings from other nursing homes as well as the 3 that I had at my place of employment now. And well the the claws can come out with some my boss does no the situation with some of the girls as rumours spread and well I had to explain why some of these co-worker don't like me. Yes I broke some of their hearts and I am sorry for that. I have hurt my bff's feelings because of my past and we are trying to work things out with her. My bff is the one that took me to see male strippers, She knows how I feel about her, but she also knows that I am attracted to males. When my bff took me to the strippers I hooked up with on of them and had a great time (hehe) the way he kissed me was unbelievable it was the first time a male ever kissed me like that. Which than made me feel amazing he was so hot. Which now I know the powers of a kiss I always believed you can tell love by a kiss. I feel that I have feelings for him and it is insane of me to think that. We have messaged a few times since then but nothing more, I have been on a few dating websites and talked with alot of guys but none of them worked out so far, I am not physically attracted to them, or if I am than they seem to be so far away or just want sex and I don't really want to go back to my old ways as they still hunt me now. So I am still single for now.
Last week I went for a new job interview that I applied for when I was kinda down and lonely and tired of the cattiness of my past. It was a job as an escort I wanted to apply for it as I know it is good money and a get away from my past but I also did it sort of for my self esteem and I was offered the job but I did refuse it as I do not want to go down that road again, I probably should not have even applied for it but at that time I just wanted a quick way out.
Today I officially changed my name on my Drivers license health card and ownership of my car, and monday I have an appointment in toronto with my new Doctor as my old one was forced to give up his license to practice medicine. So I am hoping monday I can than apply to change the M to and F on my birth certificate than restart this process again. My old doctor was supposed to fill out the paperwork but did not. So I have been in limbo for this. Well this brings you up to date with my feel free to ask comment make suggestions or state anything about your life as well on here
Me driving to Service Ontario lol
