Quote from: Laurie on December 05, 2018, 12:55:45 AM
Thank you all for your thoughts. This should have gone in my thread but there seems to be a problem with it. I also feel the news is of little real importance to anyone here as you will likely not be able to follow my future event. I think I can honestly tell everyone I will not be here to provide them.
And Dena GCS is in no way a done deal. Yes, I am moving in that direction but there is a lot of time between now an then. I've said it before and I will say it again. I live on borrowed time already and have lived quite far past my expected demise. I fully expect to hear my cancer has returned one of these checkups. next one is Monday. It could easily be the one. Two more years could easily be beyond my lifetime. Who knows? I'm not holding my breath over it though. When it comes it comes and will probably be the end of me.
@Laurie:
cc: @Michelle_P My dear Laurie:OK now, stop it, your are making tears well up in my eyes reading your words of "gloom and doom" and your eventual demise ... perhaps you need to be
put up on the refrigerator for a while or at least you can be a little more positive about your life events.
We will all get our time in the barrel, none of us know what the future holds for us, for each one of us our time here on this earth is determined by a higher power way beyond our pay grade.... so always make the most of whatever you do each and every day.
I would also suggest that you
spend lots of quality time with your BFF sweetheart, she needs you and you need her.
Here is my thought about my life....
"I plan to live forever, so far, so good" Everyone here is rooting for you, not only regarding your future GCS, but also definitely for your next Cancer Screening test..... we are all trusting and hoping that the test results will come back
NEGATIVE, as in NO CANCER FOUND.I will be looking for more of your updates on your various threads and elsewhere on the forums, on PMs and via personal emails.
Lots of hugs for you from me!!!!!
Danielle