I've been feeling so poorly about myself. I work out and I'm gaining some muscle but my arms are so small and my body is so squishy and curvy. I'm 5'4, making me shorter than all of the men in my life, and half of the women. I mosh and I sing and I try to carry heavy things for people when they need to be carried but I just can't shake the feeling that I'm just this really pathetic, weak thing trying to be a man.
I don't really know what to do. This whole thing seems really negative, and I kind of feel guilty for posting it, but I really need to get it off my chest and this is the best place to do that. I don't really know what to do or how to feel better about myself.