Another new experience today. I travelled to eastern Canada today for business in full femme mode. I was nervous travelling outside Vancouver, a safe zone, and unsure what people's reactions would be. Had my fair share of stares and disapproving looks.
Held my head high but did cover my breasts at times particularly when going to use the washroom on the plane, standing waiting for the room to be free. The close quarters freaked me out.
The experience is a little weird. Something i will definitely have to get used to.
I male mode all day the next three days for business meetings and that will be the first time in weeks!
Had a Facebook messenger video chat with one of my friends as well. I told her last week I came out but not by video. She was a little shocked by the boobs, slightly uncomfortable laughter. I laughed too but secretly felt a little ashamed. I know she didn't mean any harm and she was taking in a new experience and picture of a friend she has known for 30 years. I'm seeing her in a one month and attending a play at the theater where she is General Manager. Need to figure out what to wear and mybe wear the less provocative bra.
I have chosen to face reality and all of its challenges head on. Of course there will be uncomfortable moments but i happy and proid for going all the way I can at this time.
I'm in Ottawa all next week and will be able to dress how I want for most of the time. Seeing more friends and I am sure their reaction will be fine, just need to prepare myself for the slightly shocked look because it will be the first they have seen me dressed en femme.
New experiences [emoji2962]
Hugs Zoey xoxoxo
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