Well let's start with the good news. That's awesome about doubling your doses, bet you'll start to see some good changes soon. Also, that's great about the Lasik even though it's not healing properly yet.
So why can't you wear makeup? Is your skin shot because of laser? Or are you having a reaction to the makeup or...? That sucks about your hubby, hoping 3 weeks fly by for you. Also sucks about the voice therapist
About the 5 pounds, do you think it's hormone related? Just asking because right now the struggle is real for me 2, having gained almost 20 pounds since starting hrt.
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time, it WILL get better. Call me if you want to chat, have today and this weekend off. XO
Quote from: Rae321 on May 28, 2019, 06:20:43 PM
Sorry. Sometimes I need a kick. Actually it's been a pretty good week. I got my E and my Spiro doubled! Yay!! I'm ready to start actually making progress instead of just treading water. I got Lasik last week and get to ditch my glasses so that's nice and I celebrated my birthday this weekend with my mom and mom in law without any major catastrophe ensuing. I'm calling it my 0 birthday since I'm starting over. I can't wait to be 1.
On the downside my insurance rejected my claim for voice therapy and left me with a huge bill that even if I could pay my therapist quit so yah, my right eye isn't healing like it should, my husband is leaving me for 3 straight weeks the day after his semester ends so I won't get him into the counselor until July, I gained 5 pounds last week, my skin is shot right now and I can't wear any makeup so the mirror is a worse enemy than usual, and I don't know if I'll ever get where I'm going. I just feel like a staggering ogre in a girly sweater with a lot more against me than going for me.
I know mostly it's in my head but if you wake up and feel like the universe is against you... the struggle is real.